Pessimism and Vacation
My back aches. I am stressed over the vx. I hate Thursdays. From passion and hobby to hated thing. I’ve finished Left Behind and about to finish the Tribulation Force.
My grades turned out fine. But not well enough to reach my goal. It seems that God has finally given me my first trial. I hope that I could face it well. I hate my bio prof. I’ve listed her as my fav but she betrayed me! I can’t find her anymore these days because it’s already sembreak. I’m starting to lose hope. All I need is to consult and clarify!
I have enrolled and realized that as I move higher to the next level, my schedule and my grades turn worse. I hope and pray that this sem, the said realization won’t be true anymore. I already have my Saturday classes and I still have days of classes till 6! O God please please help me! I should do better this sem! I will make sure that I will do better than what I have done last 1-1.
I feel so depressed and frustrated right now. It is my first time to not have my name on the list and to not walk up on stage to receive the envelope. I am also getting ready not having to receive the hs again next year. 140T to go. Where can I get those? Will I get those? Will I even ever reach CL, MCL or SCL?
I guess my mantras last sem didn’t work that well enough. I hope it will this coming sem. I need to get back my optimistic self!
Although my sembreak wasn’t that enjoyable as what I expected, I am still hoping that it will get better these last 2 weeks. So help me God!
My grades turned out fine. But not well enough to reach my goal. It seems that God has finally given me my first trial. I hope that I could face it well. I hate my bio prof. I’ve listed her as my fav but she betrayed me! I can’t find her anymore these days because it’s already sembreak. I’m starting to lose hope. All I need is to consult and clarify!
I have enrolled and realized that as I move higher to the next level, my schedule and my grades turn worse. I hope and pray that this sem, the said realization won’t be true anymore. I already have my Saturday classes and I still have days of classes till 6! O God please please help me! I should do better this sem! I will make sure that I will do better than what I have done last 1-1.
I feel so depressed and frustrated right now. It is my first time to not have my name on the list and to not walk up on stage to receive the envelope. I am also getting ready not having to receive the hs again next year. 140T to go. Where can I get those? Will I get those? Will I even ever reach CL, MCL or SCL?
I guess my mantras last sem didn’t work that well enough. I hope it will this coming sem. I need to get back my optimistic self!
Although my sembreak wasn’t that enjoyable as what I expected, I am still hoping that it will get better these last 2 weeks. So help me God!
posted by Quintessence at 3:34 PM
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